Entertainment TV Thandiwe Newton Reclaims Spelling of Her Name, Opens Up About Abuse at 16: 'I Was Traumatized' Thandiwe Newton was credited as "Thandie" in her first role and, subsequently, every role since By Glenn Garner Glenn Garner Instagram Twitter Glenn Garner is a Writer/Reporter who works heavily with PEOPLE's Movies and TV verticals. Since graduating from Northern Arizona University with a dual major in journalism and photography, he got his professional start at OUT Magazine, The Advocate and Teen Vogue, and he's since consistently kept his finger on the pulse of the LGBTQ community. His first book The Guncle Guide was released in 2020 and was featured on Katie Couric's list of 100 recommended books of the year. People Editorial Guidelines Updated on April 5, 2021 06:45 PM Share Tweet Pin Email Photo: Axelle/Bauer-Griffin/FilmMagic Thandiwe Newton has graced our screens for the better part of three decades. Now, the Emmy Award winner, 48, is correcting everyone on her name, after she was credited as "Thandie" in her first role and, subsequently, every role since. Going forward, she'll be credited with the correct spelling of her name, which means "beloved" in Shona. "That's my name," she told British Vogue in her May 2021 cover interview. "It's always been my name. I'm taking back what's mine." The actress also opened up about the backlash she faced in 2016, after revealing that she was a victim of sexual misconduct, a year before the #MeToo movement in Hollywood. The British star recalled firing her publicist, who asked her to stop talking about the abuse, because it was "not good for your reputation." Thandie Newton Says She Turned Down Charlie's Angels After Racist Meeting with Producer Amy Pascal "There's a moment where the ghost of me changed, you know, and it was then, it was 16," she said of the incident, which she recounted to W Magazine in June 2016. Newton explained at the time that a director filmed up her skirt during an audition, later finding out that he was showing the video to friends at poker games. "He derailed me from myself utterly," she told British Vogue. "I was traumatized. It was a kind of PTSD for sure. I was so distraught and appalled that a director had abused a young actress, and that it was happening elsewhere, minors getting abused and how f— up it was. I was basically waiting for someone to come along and say, 'Well, what shall we do about this?''' For more on Thandiwe Newton's British Vogue interview, listen below to the episode of PEOPLE Every Day. Newton has previously credited the incident as part of the reason she took her role in HBO's Westworld, that of a robot who becomes aware of her existence and stokes a rebellion against her creators. HBO Newton and costar Evan Rachel Wood successfully fought for pay equity with their male counterparts back in 2018. "It wasn't a celebration. I was disgusted," she said of the win, which set a long-overdue precedent in the industry. "Even though people know they can speak out now, there is still the fear of losing their job," she added. "I mean literally, people still say, 'There's someone else who could take this position, if you're not happy', that kind of s---. I do think studio heads need to take much more responsibility." RELATED VIDEO: Thandie Newton Says 'It's So Dope' to Play the First Major Black Female Character in Star Wars The Crash star has found a sense of empowerment in the industry, as she continues to fight for equity and inclusivity. "The thing I'm most grateful for in our business right now is being in the company of others who truly see me," she said. "And to not be complicit in the objectification of Black people as 'others', which is what happens when you're the only one." If you or someone you know has been a victim of sexual abuse, text "STRENGTH" to the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 to be connected to a certified crisis counselor. If you or someone you know has been sexually assaulted, please contact the National Sexual Assault Hotline at 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or go to rainn.org.