Doherty revealed last August to PEOPLE that she was diagnosed with breast cancer in February 2015

By Brittany King
August 01, 2016 11:00 AM

Shannen Doherty is fearful for her future as she searches to find out how aggressively cancer is attacking her body.

“I had breast cancer that spread to the lymph nodes, and from one of my surgeries we discovered that some of the cancer cells might have actually gone out of the lymph nodes,” Doherty tells Entertainment Tonight this week. “So for that reason, we are doing chemo, and then after chemo, I’ll do radiation.”

“The unknown is always the scariest part,” she acknowledges. “Is the chemo going to work? Is the radiation going to work? You know, am I going to have to go through this again, or am I going to get secondary cancer?

She continues, “Everything else is manageable. Pain is manageable, you know living without a breast is manageable, it’s the worry of your future and how your future is going to affect the people that you love.”

“I am in bed and it is a rush to the bathroom,” she says of her postchemo experience. “It’s, you know, you’re throwing up every single second. After my first treatment I lost 10 pounds, instantly. You’re throwing up and the last thing you want to do is be in a car. You don’t want to be moved, you can’t eat. But my husband has to, you know, pick me up. He puts me in the car, he buckles me in, and he drives me to my oncologist and they hook me up to an IV and I get hydrated. … There’s nothing going in my body, it’s all going out.”

Doherty, 45, also goes into the reasons why she recently shaved her head as part of her ongoing battle against breast cancer, which she exclusively revealed to PEOPLE last August.

“After my second treatment, my hair was really matted, like in dreadlocks. And I went to try and brush it out, and it just fell out,” Doherty says in a preview clip from the episode. “I just remember holding onto huge clumps of my hair in my hands and just running to my mom crying, like, ‘My hair, my hair, my hair, my hair.’ ”

“It was just shedding and it was driving me crazy,” she says. “It was just clumps, and I was like, ‘Just grab the kitchen scissors.’ And my mom’s like, ‘Wait, wait, wait.’ I’m just, like, ‘Grab it.’ She went and grabbed the kitchen scissors, and put it in a ponytail and she just chopped it off. And it was this cute little bob, but it wasn’t enough, you know, it was falling out.”

She then took the final steps and shaved her hair completely off.

“We did stages,” she says. “We did a pixie. And then we did a mohawk, which was my favorite look. And then finally we had to get the shaver thing and just buzz it off.”

Another heartbreaking stage for Doherty was getting sized for new bras following her mastectomy.

“It was traumatic and horrible, and I didn’t think anything of it at the time, then my mom went with me and I broke down crying in the dressing room and ran out,” she told ET this week. “And then sat in the car crying.”

“People don’t realize that cancer – yes, it ages you – but also, you can balloon up from the various meds,” she adds. “There are so many different reactions you have and so I just – I didn’t want someone to take a picture of me coming out of the grocery store and be like, ‘Oh God, look at her.'”

If there is one thing Doherty is taking away from her ordeal, it’s the fact that she can help others who are enduring cancer as well.

“I wanted to put it out there the way it felt the best for me to put it out there,” she says. “And also, if I could help one person then it makes me go, ‘Oh Okay.’ It’s easier to live with having cancer if I know I’m helping at least one person.”

Doherty’s three-part Entertainment Tonight interview begins on Monday (check local listings).

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