Entertainment TV Teresa Giudice Doesn't Know if She's Still in Love with Husband Joe "I haven't been happy in so long and I just want to be happy again," Teresa Giudice says in the season 10 premiere of The Real Housewives of New Jersey By Dave Quinn Dave Quinn Instagram Twitter Dave Quinn is an Editor for PEOPLE, working across a number of verticals including the Entertainment, Lifestyle and News teams. He joined in 2006 as a Writer/Reporter where he became known for his Bravo and Broadway exclusives across print and digital. Dave is the author of the No. 1 New York Times best-selling book, Not All Diamonds and Rosé: The Inside Story of the Real Housewives from the People Who Lived It. He's appeared on many broadcasts including ABC's Good Morning America, Bravo's Watch What Happens Live with Andy Cohen, E!'s Daily Pop, NBC's New York Live and PEOPLE's own Reality Check, as well as a number of podcasts like Bitch Sesh, Everything Iconic, Watch What Crappens, Hot Off the Mess, Mention It All, and PEOPLE Every Day. Prior to working at PEOPLE, Dave was the chief Theater Reporter for NBC New York and co-host of Entertainment Weekly's acclaimed TV Recaps series. People Editorial Guidelines Published on October 16, 2019 10:38 AM Share Tweet Pin Email Teresa Giudice is questioning the future of her relationship with husband Joe Giudice. On Tuesday, Bravo released the first few minutes of the Real Housewives of New Jersey season 10 premiere to their Bravo Insiders fan club, and in it, the 47-year-old mother of four is at a crossroads in her relationship. Asked by costar Jennifer Aydin if she’s still in love with Joe, Teresa says frankly, “I don’t know.” “I haven’t been happy in so long,” she then tells sister-in-law Melissa Gorga. “And I just want to be happy again.” “I feel like I’m living the worst nightmare ever,” she admits, later telling Danielle Staub that she feels like “drinking a bottle of tequila every night.” She also appears to be exploring her options, showing her fellow Jersey Housewives a photo of a shirtless guy and saying, “He’s the one I hooked up with.” Brother Joe Gorga even meets up with Teresa and a man who appears to be the same one from the photo. “Were you guys messing around?” he asks. “We might have kissed,” the man says. Joe Says He Never Wanted to Get Married in RHONJ Season 10 Trailer Paul Zimmerman/Getty Images for Mount Airy Casino Resort All of this comes at a time where Joe’s future in the United States remains in question. The 49-year-old reality star is currently awaiting his final appeal in his ongoing deportation battle. He has been away from the home he shares with Teresa and their four daughters — Gia, 18, Gabriella, 15, Milania, 14, and Audriana, 10 — since he began a 41-month prison sentence for mail, wire and bankruptcy fraud in March 2016. Though Joe has lived in the United States since he was a child, he never obtained American citizenship, and immigrants can be deported if they are convicted of “a crime of moral turpitude” or an “aggravated felony,” according to U.S. law. That ruling came Joe’s way last October. He’s appealed twice so far, and has been denied both times. A final ruling is expected in November. After his release from prison in March, Joe asked to be held in the custody of Immigration and Customs Enforcement at the Clinton County Correctional Center in Pennsylvania while he fought the deportation decision. Those facilities proved to be too much for him, with Joe wanting to get out and help make money for his family. A petition to be released back to his home wasn’t granted but a request to go to Italy was. Last Friday, he was released from ICE custody and flew to Rome, where he has been spending time with family and FaceTiming his children. RHONJ‘s Joe Giudice Lost Weight in Prison by Working Out and Not Drinking, Source Says While Teresa has publicly stood by her husband thus far, she has also been realistic about the fate of their marriage should he be deported, admitting on the RHONJ season 9 reunion that she’s “not doing a long-distance relationship.” That bombshell carries over to season 10. “Teresa, she doesn’t know if she’s coming or going,” Melissa, 40, says in the premiere’s first two minutes. “She doesn’t know if she’s going to be staying married to someone or not.” “Teresa’s a mess,” Dolores Catania, 48, says. “There is so much stress in that house.” Aydin, 42, calls her “a ticking time bomb” But it’s Margaret Josephs, 52, who seems to be the most vocal. “Teresa is cocktailing it up all night while her husband is sitting in an ICE facility,” Josephs says. “That is shameful.” “You are not the person I met,” she tells Teresa, before the two get into an explosive fight. The Real Housewives of New Jersey premieres Nov. 6 (at 8 p.m. ET) on Bravo.