“Chris Harrison FaceTimed me and told me I was the next Bachelorette,” Brown tells PEOPLE. “I think I screamed, cried and then freaked out. It was not expected. But I wanted it so bad!”
And the 24-year-old interior decorator, who was crushed when Underwood sent her packing before hometowns, says she nonetheless has no regrets from her time on the show.
“I didn’t end up with Colton, but I ended up loving myself more,” she says. “I came into that show as someone who wasn’t as open as I am now. I was terrified to be my true self because I felt that it wasn’t enough. But I allowed myself to break down those walls.”
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When it comes to her ex, “I’m happy for Colton. He was able to choose somebody and it wasn’t me, and that’s okay. I’ve moved on. And I’m excited to find my person.”
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Now, as she readies herself to meet a crop of eligible men, the former beauty queen says she doesn’t have a type but is looking for “someone with a good heart.” And yes, she’s ready for an engagement.
“This is something I really believe in,” says Brown. “And at the end of the day, I want somebody who loves me and chooses me. I’m ready for my moment.”