The reality star, 30, is returning for a fourth season of her show Kendra on Top, and it looks like tension is building in her marriage with Hank Baskett.
“Last year was the worst year of my entire life,” Wilkinson says in a preview, referring to the controversy that erupted after her husband’s reported affair. (He revealed to PEOPLE in July that two women fondled him without his consent while he was buying drugs.) “I deserve some fun.”
But the former Playboy bunny’s idea of letting loose – partying and dancing with other men – might just land her in hot water with Baskett, who appears to have his own trust issues.
“I know it’s dangerous to be texting with other guys, but for some reason that danger just feels good,” Wilkinson says. “I’m playing with fire, but I won’t let it burn.”
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She and Baskett are also struggling to find a new normal in their lives as they continue to rebuild their relationship – though her behavior threatens to derail their progress.
“I want to be back to being Kendra,” Wilkinson admits in the trailer.
Kendra On Top premieres Aug. 21 at 10 p.m. ET on WE tv.