The reality star will welcome baby number two in weeks

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Updated November 15, 2015 02:45 PM

Kim Kardashian West isn’t holding back when it comes to her pregnancy lows (and woes!)

“Some people find it blissful, they feel sexy, they feel alive,” says the Keeping up with the Kardashians star, who will welcome her first son with Kanye West next month. “I feel completely the opposite!”

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Though the mother of North, 2, says that doesn’t mean she doesn’t feel gratitude for the experience. “Getting pregnant the second time was so hard for me,” Kardashian, 35, tells PEOPLE.

“I totally respect the struggle people have to go through. But that doesn’t mean I have to lie and say that it’s blissful. I find it to be a miserable experience,” she says.

Says the entrepreneur: “[My sister] Kourtney said she loved it and it was the best feeling and I don’t love one moment of it. And that’s okay! It’s one billion percent worth it.”

Keeping up with the Kardashians season 11 premieres Sunday at 9 p.m. (ET) on E!

— Aili Nahas