"You'll forever look over me," the model writes in a note on Instagram Wednesday night
“I never had a chance to hold your tiny hand. Never will I get to kiss your little warm feet. Never will I have the fortune to look into your precious eyes.”
“I hope that you know I wanted to give you life … a beautiful life — and desired so much to watch you grow into an incredible human being,” the model and reality star, 21, continues.
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“My heart is broken but I love you angel,” the caption of the note image reads.
She continues, “I know that you’re my guardian angel. You’ll forever look over me. My tears may never stop falling like drops of rain whenever I think of losing you but I pray to God that you know how much I love you.”
Stodden has been using Twitter and Instagram as an outlet since her miscarriage, receiving many supportive comments from her followers.
“Grieving … ” she tweeted July 19, following it up a few hours later with, “Feeling so empty.”
— Jen Juneau