Childhood Jonestown Survivor Recounts Desperate Escape into the Jungle as Cult's Mass Suicide Killed Over 900
Nearly four decades have passed since that afternoon Tracy Parks knelt on the rain-soaked, muddy airstrip in Guyana, cradling her mother’s lifeless body in her hands, shaking her in a desperate attempt to wake her up.
But for Parks, it feels like it happened just yesterday.
The explosion of gunfire had stopped, but all around her lay bullet-ridden bodies — some dead, others bleeding and moaning. “Get in the jungle,” her father Jerry screamed. “Run.”
Tracy, then 12, looked up to see her older sister Brenda sprinting across the airport runway toward the dark wall of trees. Before she knew it, she was running right behind her, racing toward the dense rainforest.
“I felt like I wasn’t in my body,” Tracy recalls in the new series People Magazine Investigates: Cults, airing Monday, June 11 at 9 p.m. ET on Investigation Discovery. “We were so scared, we just kept running.”
After the fever-ridden, nearly unconscious girls staggered out of the jungle three days later, they became fully aware of the unimaginable horror they’d escaped: More than 900 members of the Peoples Temple religious sect — the group that she and her family were attempting to flee when they were ambushed — had committed mass suicide by drinking cyanide-laced grape punch. Among the dead were 304 children whose parents forced cyanide-filled syringes into the mouths of those too young to sip from cups.
Their bodies, along with that of the cult’s leader, Jim Jones, now lay rotting seven miles away in the blistering equatorial heat at the group’s compound, known as Jonestown.
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“My brother broke the news to me little by little as the doctors were nursing me back,” Parks, who lost five family members in the massacre, tells PEOPLE in this week’s issue. “‘No one is alive,’ he told me. They’re all gone.'”
Today, 40 years later, Parks — one of the youngest Peoples Temple members to escape the largest mass suicide in modern history — still struggles to cope with the trauma.
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“This wasn’t suicide,” insists Parks, 51, now a California day care owner. “This was murder. Those children didn’t want to die and neither did many of the adults.”
People Magazine Investigates: Cults airs Monday (9 p.m. ET) on Investigation Discovery.