People.com Celebrity How Robin Williams's Loved Ones Are Coping "It has gutted us all," one family friend tells PEOPLE about the loss of the prolific performer By Michelle Tauber Michelle Tauber Twitter Michelle Tauber is the Senior Editor overseeing Royals coverage at PEOPLE. She has been covering the royal family for PEOPLE since 2000, including William and Kate's wedding, Meghan and Harry's wedding and the births of the royal children. Formerly PEOPLE's first and only Head Writer, she has written a record-breaking 250+ cover stories spanning celebrity, crime and human interest. A graduate of the University of Florida, she lives in Orlando. People Editorial Guidelines Published on August 21, 2014 07:00 AM Share Tweet Pin Email Photo: Kevin Mazur/Wireimage In the weeks since Robin Williams’s death at age 63 on Aug. 11, those closest to him have struggled with why the adored performer chose to take his own life. “We are in complete shock,” a family friend tells PEOPLE in this week’s issue. “Those who were with him in his last days saw no sign of [distress]. It has gutted us all.” In fact, the Oscar winner had been eagerly looking ahead, excited about Aug. 23’s Hotbed Benefit fundraiser for 10,000 Degrees, an education charity in the San Francisco Bay area where he lived. PHOTOS: Tributes: The Stars We’ve Lost Williams’s artist wife, Susan Schneider, was donating several of her paintings for the event, and Williams himself had contributed one of his favorite bicycles. “He was so excited to be a part of it,” says the source. “Susan was going to be a featured artist, and he was so supportive of her.” The Saturday benefit, which is to be hosted by Kathy Griffin and sponsored by The Drever Family Foundation, will now pay tribute to the late comic. • Reporting by ALICIA DENNIS For much more on how Robin Williams’s friends and family are coping, pick up this week’s issue of PEOPLE Magazine, on newsstands Friday PHOTOS: Remembering Robin Williams – His Life and Legacy The Williams family is asking well-wishers to send contributions to charities close to the actor’s heart in lieu of flowers. Suggested organizations include St. Jude Children’s Research Hospital, Challenged Athletes, USO, the Muhammad Ali Parkinson Center, the Christopher and Dana Reeve Foundation and Glide Memorial Church in San Francisco. Want more stories like this? Sign up for our newsletter and other special offers: sign me up Thank you for signing up!