The X Factor judge, who went to rehab when she was 18, says her parents tried but failed to control her

By K.c. Blumm
December 02, 2013 09:00 AM
Courtesy NYLON

Being a child star means growing up fast, but for Demi Lovato, being her family’s breadwinner came with a hefty price, the former Disney star tells Nylon.

Lovato, 21, who ended up in rehab in 2010, admits that since she had grown-up responsibilities, she thought she could act like a grown-up, too.

“My parents tried to control me, but I’d be like, ‘Oh really, I’m grounded? Well, I pay the bills,’ ” she says. “They did the best they could. And I think that’s why a lot of young stars struggle when they’re making money or providing for their family.”

The X Factor judge, who battled addiction issues, an eating disorder and cutting, has previously said she “had a nervous breakdown,” while on a world tour with the Jonas Brothers.

“My mentality was ‘Work hard, play hard,'” she admits in the magazine’s Dec/Jan issue. “It was hard to listen to the word ‘no.’ I wanted to make my own rules. I thought that if I was adult enough to get there, then I could party like an adult. And obviously, I couldn’t.”

While Lovato has been open about her struggles and launched a scholarship program following her father’s death earlier this year to help people struggling with mental health and addiction issues, she says that she doesn’t want to be seen as a poster child for recovery.

“I would like to separate myself from being the girl who overcame her issues, or the Disney chick who ended up in rehab while she was still on Disney,” she says. “I don’t want people to hear my songs on the radio and be like, ‘Oh, that’s the girl who cut.'”

But her honesty has helped others and she acknowledges that. “Now I have probably the best relationship between any artist and their fans, because I have no secrets.”