When most second graders write Santa a letter, it’s filled with a wish list of presents that can be bought at Toys”R”Us – except for boy in Salisbury, North Carolina who asked for a couple things this Christmas that can’t be found underneath the tree.

“For Christmas if you cud bring my mom back alive for Christmas,” part of the letter reads.

At the end of it, along with asking for some video games and barbie dolls for his sister, he asks Santa for “some more food.”