Watch a clip from her upcoming documentary – the pop star talks about her erratic behavior, her loneliness and her struggle "to just cope"

By Mike Fleeman
October 09, 2008 08:30 PM
  • Entertainment News

    In an upcoming documentary, Britney Spears candidly discusses her loneliness and her regrets about her much-publicized erratic behavior.

    “I sit there and I’ll look back and I’m like: I’m a smart person. What the hell was I thinking?” the pop star says in the 90-minute film, tentatively titled For the Record, produced in partnership with MTV.

    In a video clip from the film, the 26-year-old Spears alludes to her tumultuous past: her divorce from Kevin Federline, forced psychiatric hospitalizations and loss of custody of her two sons.

    “I’ve been through a lot in the past two or three years, and there’s a lot that people don’t know,” she says.

    “Sometimes I think I get kind of lonely because you don’t open the gate up that much, you know I mean?” she adds. “You’re guarded. You have to be that way, so I’m kind of stuck in this place and it’s like: How do you deal? And you just cope, and that’s what I do. I just cope with it, every day.”

    The documentary airs on MTV on Nov. 30, two days before the release of her new album, Circus.

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