"I'm sick of putting on a front like I'm happy without him. I'm not," Rose captioned a throwback Thursday photo of the pair

By Alexandra Zaslow
Updated December 02, 2020 01:02 AM
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Amber Rose took to Instagram Thursday to tell the world how she really feels about Wiz Khalifa.

The model dedicated her #ManCrushEveryday to her estranged husband, whom she filed for divorce from in September following cheating allegations. The pair share 2-year-old son Sebastian.

“We went wrong somewhere and even if we never ever get back together (Even tho I pray, dream and hope we do) he will forever be the love of my life,” Rose, 31, captioned the photo.

“We forever have a bond because we made a beautiful baby from our love. Through all the ups and downs of our relationship my heart still beats for him every single day. I’m sick of putting on a front like I’m happy without him. I’m not. He makes me happy. He’s the only one who can.”

Late last month, TMZ reported that the couple buried the hatchet in their ongoing custody battle after the rapper, 27, asked Rose to listen to a particular verse on his new song, “See You Again.”

Featured on the Furious 7 soundtrack, the lyrics “How could we not talk about family when family’s all that we got? / Everything I went through you were standing there by my side / And now you gonna be with me for the last ride” are said to have touched Rose deeply and led to the truce.

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