The Bachelor's Ben Higgins Blogs About 'Perfect' Proposal and Heartbreaking Goodbye: It 'Might Have Been the Most I Have Ever Cried'
Bachelor No. 20 proposed on Monday's big finale!
The Bachelor's Ben Higgins Blogs About 'I Love You' Shocker and Painful Goodbye: 'I Hated Myself for Hurting Her'
"I knew it wasn't the exact right time and that there could be consequences," season 20's Bachelor reveals of saying the L-word
The Bachelor's Ben Higgins Blogs About That Disastrous Hometown Date: 'I Was Absolutely Sure She Was About to Break Up with Me'
Season 20's Bachelor reveals of one visit with his potential in-laws: "I walked out of there with real questions about whether or not that family would accept me or even liked me at all"
Higgins also reveals who snuck onto one of his dates this week
Season 20's Bachelor also reveals one mistake he made on the two-on-one date "that I regret to this day"
The Bachelor's Ben Higgins Blogs About His Biggest Group Date Regret and What Sent His Mind 'Reeling'
Higgins also reveals the moment he knew he "had a future" with one front-runner and who was "the hardest breakup I had ever had to go through"